Devilicious

Jalan Jalan Cari Makan: Bangi Golf Restaurant

2010-09-05T01:08:00.007+08:00

Tak ada apa nak story. This place biasa biasa je. Tak sedap pun. They thought it would be necessary to take pictures like the one above. Cheesy much. Hahaha. Ntah la ntah la. Ok lah fine, they also do weddings here. Dah, now I betul betul tak tau nak story apa pasal tempat ni. Somebody gave this to me. I wore it to work one day and a colleague told me that each and every gemstone ada different meaning. I never knew that, so I googled it up.

The white gemstone represents death. But why would anybody wants to wear death? So this is what I think; when these gemstones are put together into bracelets, they probably mean something else altogether. Interesting. I have found myself a new hobby: Studying Gemstones :D

Mine

2010-09-04T22:21:00.005+08:00

I want to blog about this very nice place for buka puasa at PWTC but I can't recall the name of the restaurant :( Serious banyak makanan dekat sana.

Kebab Pita. Char Kuewtiau. Mongolian Noodle. Lemang. Rendang. Nasi Impit. Kuah Kacang. Nasi Ayam. Ikan Bakar. Teppanyaki. Bubur Lambok. Sate. Roti Canai. Roti Sardin. Roti Bawang. Murtabak. Sup Letup. Bihun Sup. Laksa. Rojak Buah. Spaghetti. Macaroni. Roti Jala. Kari Ayam. Kambing Salai. Cempedak Goreng. Lauk Kampung. Kueh Mueh. Ice Cream. Mixed Fruit Cocktail. Cakes. Puddings. And banyak lagi lah.

You name it, they have it. Tapi paling rare, dia punya Putu Piring. Fresh and gemuk giler! :D

I posted this on Facebook :)

Watch it! :)

Jalan Jalan Cari Pasal: Lemon Garden Cafe, Shang-Ri La Hotel

2010-08-22T01:34:00.007+08:00

Kenapa mereka best? Easy. Kerana mereka ada DUA fountain! :D Tempat lain ada 1 je kut? Tu pun kalau ada la kan... Yup, I'm 23 and I'm crayyyzeee over chocolate-dipped marshmallows, strawberries, grapes, everything! :D So you got a problem with that? *Pukul pukul*

/shock

Sadly, no sate perut :(

My plate of sushi :D Wasabi dia, pergh wa cakap lu...terasa naik!

Dim sum! I love! :D

Min punya lauk kampung.

I don't geddit. Macaroons are sooo two years ago and they don't taste that good. But why only now people nak make a big fuss over it? Tsk tsk.

/nobigdeal

My macademia and nut ice cream and mango sorbet and super juicy strawberries and vanilla and chocolate cookies and and and.

Segala jenis keju ada di sini.

See the strawberries. Gemuk giler, rasa nak picit!

I was bored and I think it would be funny to put the lemon inside the HUGE fish's mouth, then take a picture of it. Ha-ha-ha.

Told ya I was bored :p

I couldn't find their official flyers so for more information, google them here. Till next time, toodles~

/bye

Jalan Jalan Cari Pasal: Hotel Istana

2010-08-22T00:27:00.007+08:00

Mari menengok :)

Macam macam adaaa...

I hate oysters. I don't care how expensive or rare they are, they just taste weird :(

Popiah ni sedap giler.

Those bottles are not for decorations. Ada pure mango juice inside.

And finally, teka siapa kakak siapa adik :p

Meyyymang berbaloi :)

Jalan Jalan Cari Pasal: Q Thai Village, Ampang

2010-08-16T00:45:00.006+08:00

Berbuka di mana? Cewah.

Lihat.

Lihat lagi.
Lagi lagi lihat.

Tada~ menarik bukan? Tak mahal pun, steamboat 22 bucks per head je for an adult. Boleh sangat lah kan. Ada ala carte jugak and tomyam dia pekhattt giler. But most importantly,

ADA CENDOL!

Yum yum! I'm taking Ginger with me next time :D Tau Galaxy Ampang tak? Sebelah dia je, nah map.

I won't be getting any discounts pun by giving them free promotion, so kalau nak tau dengan lebih lanjut, do click here. Ok dah I nak iron baju for work tomorrow, night world!

/bye

Graduation Day

2010-08-15T23:54:00.005+08:00

So what did me and Ginger do on one very fine Saturday? We went to UKM to:

1. return my graduation robe yang the rent sangat mahal, macam harga nak bagi beli terus
2. menyesatkan diri dalam Dectar yang gelap gulita while tring to do (1)
2. waste 100 bucks paying for the super ugly snapshots of me receiving the scroll (which I will NOT upload here! Wek wek!)
3. pick up all the academic transcripts, certificates segala tok nenek whatsoever with my name wrongly printed on them anddd;
4. photoshoot! :D

Orang kata while diving drink water lah :p I personally think that this is our best photoshoot so far. I nampak macam grad dekat oversea kut!

/wahaha

Want more? See them here :) This is actually Ginger's blog, but with pictures of me everywhere! So if I got hit by a truck and lose my memory, I can always look at his page and remind myself of how much l love him.

Sayang awak :)

Graduation Day

2010-08-08T23:09:00.005+08:00

Tada~ As you can see from the picture above, yours sincerely dah graduate! Wuuhuu! :D

Dapat scroll...dapat bunga...dapat buku free...dapat Princess Sophie Junior...she's pink! :D

I also won the Hadiah Razzaz Al-Jazari. Translation: Best Bumiputera Final Year Engineering Student. I was waiting for my turn nak naik stage ambik scroll, when I happened to selak selak the free convocation magazine and "Eyh? Macam nama aku je? Tapi kenapa ada sini?!". Mama was proud as punch. Thank you UKM! :D

And this picture of Danial, I adore. Cute giler kan? :)

I'm still waiting for more pictures, so I'll be uploading them later. Tungguuu~ :p

I dah habis training, esok masuk branch. Excited! :D Tipu lah kalau kata tak nervous langsung kan. I don't know what to expect, but giving up is not an option. Huh! Semangat okay! Semangat! Chaiyok! :D

Question: Tak rasa rugi ke study engineering tapi kerja banker?

Answer: There's no such thing as rugi bila kita belajar benda baik. Lagipun my passion bukan dekat sana, tapi dekat benda lain, nak buat guaner... :)

Thank you Allah. Thank you Mama, Abah, Bapak, all my lecturers, family and friends, for supporting me for the past 4 years :D Thank you Ginger jugak sebab selalu teman I study malam :p So with that, goodbye engineering :)

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

You know what, I never keep a copy of my own thesis because I always thought that it's not good enough. If only I have more confidence in myself tsk tsk. Lesson learnt :)

/bye

That's when I, I look at you

2010-08-08T22:12:00.005+08:00

Happy 15 months anniversary perut :D

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights are long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

When my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful

p/s: I voel ouy :)

Spring-cleaning

2010-08-01T17:15:00.008+08:00

I did some spring-cleaning today and I've made up my mind.

I will not buy anything else sampai lah all these things habis pakai! :(

Why so many? I don't even wear lipsticks. What a waste :(

Ada yang tak pernah pakai pun.

I need to find time to sit down and fix all these. Sayang je :(

My used to be favourite handbag :D But I don't wear it anymore because dah yellowish. My mother bought it dekat London and the lock thingy reminds me of something that Beyonce would wear.

See that? This is how women should look like. Megan Fox who?

Close up sikit lagi, I nak tunjuk her lock and chain.

You like? I LOVE! :D

I will be moving to the guest room on the second floor of our double storey condominium because Mama kata I'm a working girl now, so I will need the privacy? Though I still am not allowed to go out at night tapi finally! My own space! :D Tak sabar nak decorate! :D

Princess Sophie looking like a real royalty on the bed :p She has turned a bit pale, maybe I should give her a bath.

And finally, the inspiration. Tada~

Hahaha kita tengok je apa jadi nanti :p

Cuci The Musical 2

2010-08-01T00:26:00.008+08:00

As I remember it, the movie was super fun. So when Mama asked me to join her go watch Cuci The Musical 2 at Istana Budaya today, I quickly agree to it. I was bored as hell anyway.

Tapi kan...bukan tak nak sokong barangan buatan tempatan tau, but this one memang cannot go lah! Show extend sampai 4 hours sebab asyik lupa script. Buat lawak, gelak sendiri pulak. I think the whole performance macam serabut, macam not enough preparation, macam sambil lewa. But Maktok was crying at the end of the musical, so maybe it works for some people lah :)

Maktok was holding my hand the whole time too. So cute lah my nenek :)

Nak tengok Natrah 2. Because why? Because I missed the 1st one. And because Maya Karin is my sister ;) I couldn't find the latest poster, so this should do.

We later went to Nelayan for dinner. The food was awesome but I was distracted by a wedding reception held just outside our dining area. Cantik! Macam best je kawin sana! :D It was dark, then ada lampu lampu *sigh* best giler! I like! :D

That day during grooming class, the trainer commented on my catwalk. Dia kata I jalan with my hips and head to the front, tapi badan tertinggal belakang. Not sure how that is possible, I probably look something like this.

Badan tinggal belakang. But of course, I'm a pretty hantu penanggal lah, not the ugly ugly one :p From my walk, she concluded that:

1. I'm very quiet. But very hot tempered.

2. I'm very impatient too, so I always multitask. Which is a good thing. I guess?

3. I'm very purposeful. Because I walked in a straight line, stopping right on the X mark.

4. I set high standards for myself, as well as the people around me.

5. My mood swings are like the weather in Melbourne. Ginger actually keeps track of my menstrual cycle by saving it in his handphone tau, so that he won't take it to heart when I ask for a breakup every month. I'm a lucky b*tch, I know.

6. I'm a gangster. Because I walk with my legs open. I steal food from the vegetarian corner too. I'm BADDD...whoop pish whoop pish.

Her exact last words were;

"Ini olang manyak susah o"

I hate myself :(

Pizza Hut

2010-07-24T23:38:00.011+08:00

Dah dapat gaji kan, so kena lah belanja family makan :)

Mama punya
Maktok punya

Bapak punya

Danial punya

Danial punya

Danial punya

Pun Danial punya

Pergh, budak kecik tu mengepow saya tanpa rasa belas kasihan.

Went to a wedding ceremony of I dont know who at Pandan Lake Club today. I wore an orange kebaya, tersama colour dengan waiter :(

Mama dah plan everything for my wedding. Baju tunang, baju nikah, menu pengantin, invitation card semua dah siap. Mothers are weird creatures, dia tak tahu pun I ada boyfriend.

I don't believe in marriage. I'm afraid of commitments, I'm not a good cook, I'm bad at dealing with the in-laws and banyak lagi lah alasan. But that was before I met the right person.

Girl: I can't wait to get a job! I want to buy my own car, buy my own house, nak shopping lagi...tak sabarnya! :D What about you?
Boy: I can't wait to marry you.

Why must he be so sweet all the time? :( My wedding will definitely be The Wedding of The Year. Azwa wants to have The Wedding of The Year as well so we can't get married on the same year kan kan :D Maybe I should start saving up money. Maybe I should start project My Wedding Fund so that I can afford this.

Suka sangat! :D And I want only fresh flowers during my wedding so that won't be cheap.

Current Status: Pending Request

2010-07-24T01:51:00.009+08:00

What is the very first thing I did with my very first salary?

Bayar school fees

Woah! Terasa diri ini sangat matured and responsible lah! :D Macam nak flying without wings bila abang bendahari behind the counter said, "Tahniah, hutang anda dah selesai. Selamat berkonvo". Though I know dia perli je tu sebab I always bayar fees lambat but whatever, I am now a matured and responsible working girl. Wuuhuu! :D

So the matured and responsible working girl is now poorer by RM 1k too :(

Last weekend I went lepaking at Wangsa Walk with Ginger before going back to the training centre. We wanted to watch This.

This

Tapi semua full so we watched This instead.

This

And I find This more romantic than This :p

This

Ginger is the best movie date. He will bring along chocolates, sometimes roses too, let me wear his socks and we will always share a jacket. Obviously his jacket lah, because I'm very the lazy tahap durjana to bring my own. The whole time we will laugh our ass off at the bad acting (read: This) or the ridiculous CGI application (read: This). Keji giler but by the end of the movie, our relationship goes from "It's complicated" to "Pending request". Sayang awak :)

We also went to this sushi shop for dinner. I can't recall the name, Octopus something something kut? Tapi tak sedap lansung! :( Sushi King terbaek. Next I nak try Sakae Sushi pulak nyum nyum! :D

I played volleyball and managed to almost break my right hand ring finger. My jari bengkak jadi gemuk, dah tak muat pakai cincin lama. Nak kena beli cincin baru. Sigh...sakit...so sad... :( *hint hint* ;)

Kereta Kecil Warna Merah

2010-07-18T10:59:00.007+08:00

Not sure why Ginger asked me to see this, maybe because he bought something new kut? :p

Nangke's playground. Bapaku pulang dari kerja, bapaku belikan kereta, kerete kecil warna merah. See at the back there, nampak tak? :)

Nangke's bedroom dah ada banyak benda! :D Papa Kamal kata dia beli pakai CIMB Click.

Final result dah keluar.

Robotic and Automation Not A
Artificial Intelligence in Manufacturing A
Industrial Project A
Manufacturing Strategy Management A
Final Year Project II A

Why must everytime also must have one sangkut? :( Ntahpapejelah. Yay! Dah grad! :D

Anddd I am now a Certified e-Business Professional! :D Not sure what that is, tapi macam best je? :p

Things to do today:

1. Belajar main dota from my 9 old brother so that I can battle with Ginger
2. Tengok Inception
3. Download Eclipse and a few other movies yang tak worth it tengok dekat wayang
4. Pack barang nak bawak pergi training
5. Kemas rumah
6. Visit my maktok sebab tiba-tiba rindu
7. Hantar baju to tailor or I won't have anything nice to wear on pagi raya :(

/bye

The First Few Days of Working

2010-07-18T08:58:00.005+08:00

That's me and a few other friends tengah siapkan our presentation.

Yup yup I'm a working girl now! :D For the last 2 weeks I have been spending my day and night dekat training centre. Pagi pergi class, malam bela perut. The food here I tell you, heaven giler! :D Duduk hotel siap room service, laundry pun orang buat. So memang macam boss besar la kan? Nasib baik je ada gym :p Some days we went running on the track or swimming or main swing swing at the park. Best! :D

I will be in training for the next 4 weeks, team building dekat Port Dickson, then baru masuk branch and start working for real. I can't wait! :D Next week I will be getting my 1st pay slip. Makcik kayo! :D

1. Bayar school fees
2. Bayar duit convo
3. Bayar duit kereta
4. Bayar loan pelbagai segala tok nenek semua
5. Belanja parents
6. Belanja Ginger. Dia nak TGI. Ehem.

Makcik miskin :(

Ramai dah tanya about my new job. Bukan tak nak bagitau, but I don't want to post it on Facebook because my employer may look me up. They can do it and they actually did that. Nanti lah bila bila kita meet up I story semua tau tau :)

My parents are away, balik Kedah kampung side my stepfather. Rumah dah macam tongkang pecah sebab under renovation. They take out all the tiles dekat living room. So I nak kemas rumah kejap, bawak adik breakfast, then keluar photoshoot. Till later, toodles~

/bye

Kamal Ruzaini, you have been punk'd!

2010-07-02T22:26:00.008+08:00

Bangun pagi I da setting baekkk punya nak pergi Kajang beli his favourite vanilla cake. Tapi macam bosan je celebrate birthday dua orang kan? So I thought nak contact Hafiz nak buat surprise birthday party or something, tapi segan... :p Before leaving the house, terasa macam nak update perkembangan dunia, so I went on Facebook. Tak main lah baca baca paper :p

Ooo ada message lah! :D

Saidatul Syazwani, ingin membuat kezutan hari jadi untuk Encik K. Ruzaini di hari ini? Jika berminat untuk planning2 bersama kami, Hantarkan ON TEKEJUT ke Encik Hafiz Mansor di talian (017) 302-****.

Perfect! :D Muahaha.

/wahaha

Me : I tak jadi keluar with you today. Malas. Sakit hati. Takde mood.

Him : I'm so sad ok, I'm so sad!

Tootttt~

Huwaa he must be really angry because he never hang up on me like that :p

So I went to Jusco Maluri, tak tau nak beli dia apa. I was planning to get him this :p

Okok dah, sini sini jangan tengok atas lama lama. But I got him this instead :)

Yup, I'm getting better at buying presents. I used to be so selfish, buying him things that I like instead of what he wants :p

Later that night, me and beberapa of his other friends main aci cak dalam bilik karaoke. We bought Big Apples, four extra large Canadian pizza and some drinks.

Surprise! Happy Birthday Perut! :D

He was so surprised, he was speechless. Especially because he thought semua orang dah lupa his birthday. Plus, I never hang out with his friends when he is not around and saya tak keluar malam :p Yes, I'm (almost) 23 and I have a curfew. Lame, I know :(

Kamal Ruzaini, you have been punk'd!

Best! :D

Shooting stars

2010-06-22T23:06:00.004+08:00

My only weakness is love. I hate myself for ever falling in love. I don't want this feeling. Take it back. Please :(

And yes, I have very ugly feet. But they look happy. No?

If I could, then I would

2010-06-22T02:30:00.003+08:00

This will probably be my last entry until after my Medan trip. I will be there from Wednesday to Sunday. Lama :( Lagi lama because there will be no internet connection, no line nak calling calling. Sigh I'll be missing Malaysia :( I'll be missing one particular person the most, but I'm not sure whether he will miss me just as much. Hopefully I'll get to do some soul searching there.

Tomorrow I'll be going to Keramat. Nak salam cium tangan dia. I better go write surat ponteng sekolah Danial now, and then I'm off to bed. Good night world :)

Titanic 2 - The Sequel

2010-06-21T22:31:00.005+08:00

/wahaha

Happy Father's Day!

2010-06-20T23:12:00.005+08:00

Left to right: Me, Abah and Min

Happy Father's Day to both my Abah and Bapak :) You guys rox! :D

So what did I do today? :)

1. Treadmill for 30 minutes while watching MTV. Peluh peluh yek busuk!
2. Breakfast at Bandar Tun Razak dengan family. Karipap sedap giler ada di sini :D
3. Teman my grandmother shopping at Giant Taman Connaught
4. We then continue shopping at Tesco Ampang because the plastic container at Giant Taman Connaught is more expensive by RM 1.50. Hahaha sama je kut bila tambah cost petrol nak pergi sana? :p
5. Clean my wardrobe *bersin bersin* ah-choo~srottt~ :(
6. Gtalk Ginger kejap :)
7. Cook lunch. Today's menu: Fried bihun.
8. Continue cleaning my wardrobe. Put aside things I don't want, nak sedekah bagi orang. The more you give, the more new clothes you get to buy ;)
9. Jalan jalan cari pasal at Taman Pudu Ulu :) Long talk with Mama on how to manage my 1st salary. Banyaknya nak kena bayar...tapi kerja pun belum lagi, isk :(
10. Clean wardrobe some more. Sneeze my lungs out some more.
11. Update blog :D
12. Bedtime. Night night people :)

I'm 23 & I've finally developed eczema

2010-06-20T15:54:00.010+08:00

A few days ago I've noticed rashes on my neck. Bila panas, rasa itchy and red dots pop out macam kena gigit nyamuk. Kebetulan my little brother badan dia gatal gatal all over jugak, so I thought I got it from him lah. Everytime also I got it from him because bila sakit demam, dia nakkk jugak tidur with me peluk peluk. Macam mana tak berjangkit? The last time dia dapat kutu I slept on the sofa at the living room Eee tak mau! Rambut cantik cantik (ehem), orange colour pulak tapi ada kutu? :( Anyways, it turns out that his was something else, doctor bagi antibiotics, calamine lotion and lollipop. Eyh silap, lollipop tu dia ambik sendiri.

Mama kata eczema, Min pun. So I googled it up and found out that eczema is actually dari keturunan. I lama dah tau it may be caused by dryness, allergy yada yada yada owh wait apa ni, it is also related to stress? Woah! I never knew that! But the thing is, I'm not stressed at all :p Thesis dah setel, kerja dah dapat, bisnes going well, loving boyfriend yang would do anything for me, tidur cukup, makan terlebih...nak tnggu convo je. Life's good at the moment, syukur alhamdulillah :)

But mine is not so bad lah, ada pictures I saw isk kesiannya...but I'm not gonna post it here, too scary :( So weird dah tua tua baru nak ada eczema. I don't want it to get any worst so I will be applying lotion more often from now onwards because I've read somewhere that it helps.

Last week I took my grandmother to a bank sebab dia nak withdraw money for our Medan trip, nak transfer pencen, nak itu nak ini so macam macam lah. And biasa lah orang tua kan, tak payah kata dia lah, I pun biasa pergi bank tapi tak ingat form apa nak isi :p Banyak kut form! Usually there will be this lady there, provides me with all the forms, I will fill them up, my grandmother sign je. But on that day dia cuti. Then when my grandmother asked this other officer for her help,

Officer 1 : Tak tau baca ke?

Kurang ajar betul! :( I sound dia, tapi cakap baik baik aje lah, because I'm civilized, please and thank you :)

I've received an offer from the same bank tapi branch lain lah so I called them nak tanya am I required to work shift hours if I were to be accepted working there because before this, I've been offered another position, also from the same bank, but I didn't go because they want me to work shift hours. So before I go all the way for the interview, I want to make sure that this position they are offering is normal working hours.

Officer 2 : I don't get you. I don't understand you.

Fine, I explained again.

Officer 2 : Where was the 1st interview?
Me : I can't remember because I didn't go for the 1st interview as I don't want to work shift hours. So before I attend this interview, for this position, I would like to inquire if I'm required to work shift hours.

Clear kut my explanation. No?

Officer 2 : You can't remember the place of the interview? That's weird. Ha-ha-ha.
Me : What's so funny? If you can't understand simple English, tell me. Saya boleh bercakap dalam bahasa Melayu. Is it wrong to ask? Tak boleh tanya ke?
Officer 2 : Err...aaa...boleh...tapi erm...saya mintak kawan saya call balik ye.

I'm not gonna work for that bank. Enough said.

Next week holiday dekat Medan, tak sabar! :D Nak ambik gambar banyak banyak banyak because me and ginger are working on something together ;)

/bye

Yes, I do cook, Please & thank you

2010-06-19T17:02:00.008+08:00

Today's lunch menu:

1. Ketam masak lemak cili api
2. Sup campur
3. Telur dadar
4. Ikan salmon (kut? Hahaha they all look the same lah! No?) masak kunyit
5. Ikan masin goreng

No pictures because saya memasak bukan untuk show off :p Ntah la, I'm not big on taking pictures. Sempat pulak kan tengah goreng ikan dalam kuali, snap gambar. Tak patut...tak patut...but I do love how everything looks more delicious on tv. I have seen this show on how food commercials are done. Who would have thought that the fried chicken yang nampak panas sampai berasap tu actually is freezing cold. They painted the chicken, freeze it, so when the ice melt, nampak berasap. Cantik! :D

Today I went out shopping for Meet the Berrykins. Do check out our website here :) We will be having our next photo shoot session on Monday, so by Tuesday boleh update new stock. Can't wait! :D

I dah start packing for my 6 weeks training. At the same time tengah cari idea nak decorate bilik baru. Nak mintak opinion, what colour(s) should I paint the wall? :)

Ginger showed me this. Giler lah! :D How did they do that?!

By the way, laptop Compaq memang battery cepat habis ke?

Grey pencil skirt & crisp white oxford shirt

2010-06-18T22:32:00.011+08:00

I purchased a new outfit: a grey pencil skirt and crisp white oxford shirt. I felt like Andi Anderson working at Composure Magazine in How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days.

Yes people, I'm now employed! :D

Syukur alhamdulillah, belum convo lagi tapi offer for interview memang overwhelming, sometimes sampai tak tau nak pergi yang mana. Maybe berkat tak pernah meniru in exams :p I don't think I should elaborate more on the company though because trust me people, when they say they are gonna check your background, they really will do check your background ;) All I can tell for now is, (a) it's not an engineering company and (b) no, I will not be working as an engineer. Some may question, study engineering tapi kerja lain? I may not know everything, but I know enough that Tuhan dah tentukan rezeki masing-masing, maybe mine dekat sini, so why should us sebagai manusia biasa nak mempertikaikan :)

1. Good position? Check.

2. Easy job? Mana ada benda yang senang :) But its nothing yang I cannot do lah, bring it on! :D

3. Fat paycheck? *Kaching!* :D

4. Wholesome benefits? Unlimited medical benefits, high EPF, free BB dan banyak lagi. Best! :D

5. Career advancement opportunity? Plenty :)

6. Good working environment? Belum start kerja so don't know for sure tapi dalam office ada aircond, tak macam kerja kilang. So yes, check! :p

7. Location? Duduk rumah sudah. I don't need to rent a place of my own, am entitled for free food and stuff. Minus point: Limited freedom sebab Mama ada :( Plus point: Mama nak bagi bilik sendiri, no more sharing dengan Min because according to her, working office girl kena lah ada privacy. Tak tau from where she pick up such ideas but hell yeah me like! :D More plus point: I will be positioned at the HQ, where all those big big managers are, not at some small small branch, so memang awesome lah! :D

What? You really think I would waste my 4 years of engineering studies for something less than that ke? Then you must not know me, at all ;)

And finally,

8. I love this job :)

Can't wait to start training this coming July! :D My To-Do-List before training:

1. Lose weight. Because they will provide 6 meals per day, hotel dishes pulak, for 6 weeks! Yum yum! :D

2. Buy some more working attire? Shopping time! :D

3. Organize a get together with friends :) Nanti semua dah start kerja tak tau bila lagi boleh hang out :(

Apa lagi ya? Tak ingat dah. Later sambung. Toodles~

/bye

I Salute Self Love

2010-06-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

Why Self Love? Because nobody can love you better than yourself :)

Keirei means salute. Now make your salute by visiting Project Keirei. Hope they don't mind me using an old pitcha :p

All the best guys. Good luck! :D

Mohamad Nangke

2010-06-15T22:49:00.005+08:00

I love playing with Nangke when I'm all sad and heartbroken. Ntah la, I always thought of him as a real living person yang understand what I'm going through. Pathetic, I know, owh well at least he doesn't talk back.

It's night time. That's why the room is so dark. You can even see the moon and stars outside. Spot Baby Nangke tengah cimut! He's sleeping cuddle cuddle alorrr sho cute! :D

Nanti I upload gambar his room in the morning pulak. So nice tau! :)

Baby Nangke is not allowed to play outside during night time. Ginger did a good job with buying him a swing and the basketball net, though I don't think he can reach that high. Baby Nangke has a pet dog too, but the puppy is sleeping inside the dog house :) He has a car tau, don't play play aaa hebat budak nih!

This is Baby Nangke's private bathroom :) He has everything. Lucky kid.

I'm sad :(

Giuliana & Bill

2010-06-13T22:15:00.010+08:00

She's a host on E! News. He's the first winner of The Apprentice. So what happens when these two marry each other?

Answer: They produce their own reality TV show.

The Show That Gets Everyone Talking

I love love LOVE Giuliana & Bill! :D Because why? Because she's living the life that I want. Perfect job, perfect husband, perfect teeth...how did they get them to be so white anyway? *drool*

The Drool Factor Times Two

Sweet kan? :) Respect la how they manage to keep the marriage alive when they don't even live in the same country most of the time. I wouldn't know how they do it, but one thing I'm sure of is: getting yourself a gay best friend certainly helps.

The concept is simple. You know lah how girls always complaint that their significant others selalu bzbzbzbz kan? No time for them kan? Yada yada yada? Aha. By getting yourself a gay best friend, you will also be getting yourself a personal shopping partner slash bodyguard slash driver slash and the list goes on lah. Plus, your husband tak perlu risau because why? Because the guy is gay. Menarik bukan? I thought so too. I'm brilliant! :D

The Gay Best Friend

/wahaha

I'm going to study a bit tonight for tomorrow's interview at UMW. Afterwards nak pergi UKM submit hardbound thesis and absent letter Project Management. Phew, wish me luck guys, tqtqtq! :D

Know Your Personality

2010-06-13T19:12:00.006+08:00

Lama tak update blog. And yes, I can spell too. No more typing in short forms, I want people to be able to understand what I am ranting about so that I can collect more Nuffnangs! Yay! :D

Sh*tness la why is this fan on top of my head macam swaying? Nak jatuh ke? :(

Anyways, thanks to my dear friend Faiz, I now know that I am an INFJ :) Apa itu? Sejenis kueh kah? Bukan. Mari tengok ini link :)

McGraw Hill Personality Type Explorer

Ok la fine la I tak kisah pun dapat apa kan, until Faiz mentioned that INJF is actually the rarest of the 16 types of personality. Coolness! :D

I better move now if I don't want to end up mati kena hempap kipas! :(

Thanks Faiz for keeping me company tonight :) You are a good friend and I wish you luck in finding Love :) I miss having a boyfriend.

This fan is still swaying. Scary ouh, macam cerita Final Destination.

Meet the Berrykins

2010-06-02T07:00:00.001+08:00

Do give us your support ya! :)

ths is fr you :)

2010-05-06T00:37:00.003+08:00

ths is the pic l told you about :) nt sure if you hv seen it.

ntah la, whn l look at ths pic kn, l x rsa tkut bt it makes me thnk, if l were in sch a situatn, wht will l do?

bkn nk tkutkn you ke ap tau, in fact l kgum :) lve nvr met anybody yg so proud wth wht he does :)

my fnal, fnal exm. woohoo!

2010-05-04T13:12:00.003+08:00

3 paper aje, tapayah bnyk2 sbb prjct ndstry kna buat prjct yg trlalu bapak x hengat heavynya, so no fnal exm. fnal year prjct pn kna buat thesis, yg sgt serabut smpai bole buat org nangis tuh, so no fnal exm juge. bgus! tapayah pulun lah ukm, buat susa stdnt je.

1. artificial intelligence in mnfctrng (05/05/10)

2. automotion & robotic (11/05/10)

3. mnfctrng srategy mngmnt (12/05/10)

wish me lck ya!

/please

hope rsult ndstrial training akn trus dkira dlm cgpa, pnat sy saiko lcturers tau!

who wud you call wth your lst goodbyes

2010-04-28T08:09:00.002+08:00

lst nite l went to bed at 8 pm. l only bgn at 8 am tday. nvr felt so mntally xhaustd like ths. evn while sleepng, sy mmpi tgh buat thesis. l really dnt care anymore, lm startng to hv regrets sbb x mntak tuka title thesis whn l 1st got it. kn sng kalu dpt thesis yg kna buat lab, kna buat srvey, kna pg fctory ke ap sbb at least you ad guidelines tau on wht to do sume. tp like mine kna buat programmng, l dnt evn knw where to start. evrytime also bila nk run, tett! error error error. wtv la matlab.

l dnt wnt to keep a copy of my own hrdbound thesis :(

thts hw traumatic l am, l no longer am proud of my own work. sumpah aftr ths if l were to cntinue doing mater, no more research work please. serik!

ad prsntatn mnfactrng strategy lter. redah je. cnt feel a thng.

l ws listening to kris allen, live like we're dying while walkng back frm faculty ysterday.

and if your plane fell out of the skies, who would you call with your last goodbyes

easy. so l took out my phone and call hm. l wnt to go to tronoh. l hate crying alone.

/no

ths will b my lst ntry until VIVA. l hope.

2010-04-25T21:27:00.004+08:00

tday lepak dkt fac the whole day buat prjct mnfctrng strategy mngmnt. so exhaustd lah! :( smpai je blk trus lnding x ingt dunia :( gnger tade, dia pg tluk btik fr hs fnal batch reunion or smthng. sgt pressure sbb bnyk keja, nk call nangis2 tp tamo la kcau dia je nnti kn woo woo :(

esk ad fnal clss artificial intellignce. tht will b my lst lcture as a stdnt dkt ukm, doing bachelor dgree in mnfctrng engnrg. aish sedey la plak, bt in a gud way lah sbb l cnt wait to graduate! wee~ :D after ths no more classes, tggl nk presentatn and sbmit rport sbmit thesis segala tok nenek sume tuh.

nxt week will b vry hectic. on tuesday;

sbmit executive smmary. 6 pages of crap, kna cter psl my thesis. in english. tp buat thesis in bahasa? trbaek. kna trsnlate the whole thng plak adoidoidoi.
mock thesis prsntatn dpn my sv trsyg, dr rdzauddin :) knapa sy syg beliau? nnt kta cter dkt bwh.
sbmit draft thesis yg da cmplete, frm chpter 1 to chpter 6 during nmber (2) tp sy blm hbs goreng lg, so hw nk buat nmbr (1)? you tell me :(

on wdnesday;

prsntatn mnfctrng strategy mngmnt. slide dgn rport x siap lg. bt l did my part already fr the grup prjct. lter if kna add on or btulkn ap2 tatau la kn.

on thrsday;

VIVA (!!!) kna prsent thesis dkt pmeriksa. again, slide VIVA x siap lg. cane nk siap slide VIVA kalu slide mock prsntatn pn x siap? bcos why? bcos thesis x siap la! ap lg! :(

thrsday aftrnoon aftr VIVA;

MERDEKA! :D untk smntara :p sbb ad prjct ndstry plak kna siapkn tp prsent lmbt lg aftr fnal exm :p thn ad fnal exm. thesis yg da cmplete pn sbmit end of june so yeah! delay lg sai! sbb ske delay keja la kamu serabut skang kn! :(

baiklah brblk kpd prsoalan mngapa sy syg dr rdzaudin :) sbb dkt fac td tharu sgt juju cter pak din tnya da dpt keja blm? juju kta sy x apply mna2 pn, sy nk smbng mster. thn pak din kta owh sma la mcm saidatul, dia pn nk smbng mster, by coursewrk. gler tharu...x sngka he cares....and yet thesis dia sy x siapkn lg :(

sai, go die please :(

l wnt to skip nxt week so bad :(

2010-04-25T08:10:00.003+08:00

my to-do-list aftr viva:

catch up on my sleep. a sleep deprivd sai is a grumpy sai.
eat chocolate like it nobody's bsnes.
blk rmh, hbskn stock mknan.
tgk sume muvi yg ad dlm lappy.
dwnload game, main smpai lbam.
trn kl, soping time! :D

sy tanak buat keja pape pn yg relatd to studies. fr 1 week. huh! time2 critical cani la bnyk idea nk dtg. isk. kna tggu aftr grad :( x saba!

/omg

l wnt one!

2010-04-23T15:49:00.002+08:00

lve always wantd a white ckit2 grey ktten until l sw hm on ieda's page and trus trjth cnta :) so cute! :D

ap beza pic in ths entry dgn pic in the previous entry?

2010-04-22T05:12:00.004+08:00

hahaha td gnger trjaga. dia trus tgk webbie crk sy wth muke plg mamai. too bad l x smpat prnt screen, it ws hilarious :p

papai syg zzz l love you zzz *bup pale jth blk ats ktil**smbng krohhh~*

hs snoring is gettng loudr :p tomorow whn hs awake lm gonna make up stories.

b! smlm you trjaga you mntion nma prmpn lain! ha! sape tuh! cani la you kn! da pndai curang! bunci! nk break!

/wahaha

if l cnt sleep, at least l get to see hm sleep

2010-04-22T04:53:00.004+08:00

gnger trtito while skype-ing wth me. l cn hear hm snore :p x bkak headphone, x bkak spec, x ttp lmpu ish ish ish. such a sweet guy, why la why am l so ungrateful :( mst b the hrmon. sy jhat :(

l'm a girl. therefore, l wnt rmntic love.

2010-04-21T16:09:00.008+08:00

l googled love vs sex sbb l ws havng some dscussions wth my gfs earlier and found ths.

romantic love is one of the most powerful of all human experiences. it is definitely more powerful than the sex drive.

so l did some mre diggng...

It's lust if:

You're totally focused on her looks and body
Even before you know her name, you're already fantasizing about what she looks like naked and what it would be like to have sex with her.

You don't care about anything she has to say
It wouldn't make a difference to you if you never had a conversation with her. Furthermore, you don't bother to return her calls promptly and you can easily go for days without talking to her -- until you get horny again.

You only want to be with her to have sex
You make excuses not to spend time with her, except for sex. And if she asks you for a favor, you tell her you're too busy. But if you have to be with her and not have sex, she gets on your nerves and you find yourself fantasizing about other women.

She's your booty call
After you go out trolling for tail with your buddies on Friday night, you then call her at 1 a.m. for some drunken action. Ah, the booty call.

You leave after sex
After having sex with her, you look for the easiest way to leave. No cuddling, no breakfast the next morning, just "I gotta go."

It's love if:

You have great chemistry
You get lost in your conversations, and the hours pass like minutes. You're more than willing to listen to her when she talks about her day. The chemistry between you is remarkable.

You find her beautiful
Even if you catch her with no makeup on and her hair pulled back while she's unclogging a toilet, she still looks beautiful to you.

You want to spend time with her
All you want to do is to be with her, whether you're having sex or not. Even if she tells you that sex will have to wait, you don't care.

You see a future together
You experience the strange feeling that your life would be totally empty without her. You tell your friends and family that she may be The One, and you're even thinking about marrying her.

You introduce her to your family
It becomes very important to you that your parents like her, and that she gets along with everyone close to you.

You include her in all your plans
Whether you're going out with your male friends or taking your dog for a walk, you want her there with you. And if she's not there, you can't get her off your mind and sneak off to give her a quick "I miss you" phone call. Of course, you don't tell your buddies.

You are more romantic
All of a sudden you find yourself listening to cheesy romantic songs and thinking of her. You send her flowers and love notes to work and set up romantic evenings candlelit dinners at home.

You always take her side
If someone says anything even slightly disparaging about her, you immediately rise to her defense. Furthermore, in social gatherings, you always agree with her even if you disagree behind closed doors.

She makes you want to be a better man
She challenges and motivates you. She makes you happy, and you'd do anything to make her happy.

no l havnt slept wth anybody. bt l'm tired of being in a rltnshp wth an idiot fr 4 years, improvise the dude, breakup wth hm yada yada yada long story tanak cter, and some othr chick lter dpt the btter vrsion of hm. all thnks to me. pnat okay! so please tell me tht you love me :(

somehw smthng keeps tellng me tht l need to love myself mre.

non value added activities

2010-04-21T15:30:00.004+08:00

non value added activities

ths term is nt at all uncommon if you stdy mnfctrng engnrng as yours truly. bt aftr 4 years of my stdy, br 2 jm lps during clss strategic mnfctrng sy dgr :

non value added activities in your life

the lcturer ws actually tryng to give us simple exmples nk bg phm apakebenda non value added activities tuh sbnanya. kalu dlm fctory non value added activities tuh mcm kta smpan raw material receivd frm spplier lma sgt bfore processng it to produce prodcts. it's nt gud to keep invntories like tht sbb value bnda tuh wont increase, instead value dia will frther reduce due to l dnt knw, corrosion or whts not so non value added lah.

anyways,

non value added activities in your life

it made me thinkng bape bnyk da l wastd my life on those non value added activities :(

l cnt wait to graduate! :D

2010-04-20T17:38:00.007+08:00

no point in thinkng too mch psl thesis, prjct, asaimen, exm sume. lg tnsi lg keja x jln corrct? btoi3 :)

so ape aje ya l nk buat aftr graduatn teeheehee :p

Plan X. still undr cnstructn, hope evrythng goes well la l cnt wait! :D tngguuu~ ;)
3p prgrm. a 3 weeks prgrm on prjct mngmnt tht will b cnducted at ukm. lg sy ske sbb x same clss dgn seseorg. huh fnally! about tme kut! wek bunci awk! :(
medan trip! :D *jumpjumpjump* wee~

so far nih je my immediate plans kut. hope gnger will b bck soon. heart you baby :)

my car ws clamped sbb prkng dkt tmpt smpah tday. trbang 50 bcks woo woo :( pape je la ukm, lm done wth you in l dnt knw, anthr 1 2 3 weeks? ade tmpt prkng pg pdm line, felo yg x pnah nmpk btg idung dpt smpai 5 6 space. kalu ye pn nk pow stdnt agak2 la ckit, utp yg high clss tuh pn 30 bcks je dnda kut. cnsider la parkng x ckup, ape ingt sy ske sgt ke msk dmpster? no wories, sy x halalkn duit tuh :)

chuuka idako

2010-04-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

gnger will kill me if l dnt upload ths pic of hs faveret baby octopus sushi dish :p

his feveret seatng positn

2010-04-19T01:41:00.004+08:00

credit to eqa syg, l curik frm your blog! :D

1 of the many telltale signs tht the guy likes you:

pd temujnji prtama, mngkn lelaki itu ddk brhdpn dgn anda. ttp apabila temujnji kdua, dia tiba2 ddk brsblhn dgn anda. dlm kata lain, dia juga hndak mmberi isyarat kpd lelaki lain agr mnjauhi anda

smber: peter andersen PhD, penulis the complete idiot's guide to body language

dring our 1st unofficial date dkt mcd the mall after youth09 (wth azwa and asrul nearby, probably lstening in to our evry cnvrsatn hahaha) we were seatng opposite each othr, siap silang pngkah lg! famous quote of the day; awk x busan ke dgr cter sy? l ws prbably borng the guy wth stories about my exbf. he noticed my eatng habit, sy ske mkn brger layer by layer sbb mcm lg supan. and he thnks lm the ultimate prmpn mlayu trakhir.

/wahaha

l will nver frget youth09 :) after 4 years of nt meetng each othr, l invitd hm to join me and my frens lepaking. mmber dtg lmbt sbb br hbs keja, muke mnyk2, pnat, tp smpat lg stop dkt msjd jamek msk toilet ltak wax on evry helai rmbut dia (tade beza pn, sma je selebet kut? owh well its the thought tht matters hahaha) to impress me. vry sweet :) and hs pikap line ws: sai boroi mcm sofa. huh kalu ye pn nrvous, isk jahat! :(

anyways, on our nxt date he chose to sit bside me. frm thn onwrds, theres no turning bck fr us :)

will b bloggng on my great weeknd lter. sbb esk ad mdsem prjct ndstry and l havent stdied.

/bye

hr pnuh emosi

2010-04-17T01:23:00.009+08:00

l love you wth evry heart beat of mine, wth evry breath l take, evrytme l opn and close my eyes (yes, tht is ALL the tme). bt you, why cnt you jst lie to me fr once and tell me tht you love me too?

pndai sy buat ayt, bila jiwa kcau mmg idea mcm wterfall. l said those exact wrds and l cried. pdn muke gnger, my eyeliner sume cair hbs bj faveret dia koto htm htm. l dnt thnk the stain cn come out kalu bsh pn. owh well l'll jst buy hm a nw shirt nxt tme :p

org lain gduh sbb curang, sbb cmmitmnt issue, sbb duit yada yada yada tp kta? kta gduh sbb we love each othr too mch *sai poyo!* my pblm is, l cnt love too mch or l'll lose myself *sila lmpang sai* :(

actually x gduh pn. tatau hw nk dscribe. kta ckp elok2 je tade jerit2 pn, lps tuh nangis sma2. evrytme also like tht. hahaha. sbb tuh sy syg sgt dkt kamu, kamu comel :)

l dnt undrstnd why people ske buat cter psl dia. l'm sori l'm only human and l hv insecurities too so thts why l askd hm to tell me the whole truth. bt whts there to tell whn thers nthng to tell pn? l pity hm tau, he hs been tryng so so hard fr the pst 1 year to prove it to me tht hes fr real bt l cnt help frm lstenng to othrs and get all upset about it aftrwards. l dnt knw la kalu rporter tuh bajet klaka ke ap kn, tp snsitive kut bnda2 nih. *sigh* wht to do...mlt tmpyn mmg tbley ttp, so l'll jst hv to learn nt to b so critical all the tme :(

anyways, tday l blnja gnger mam sushi dkt sushi king mid valley bfore snggh career fair. it ws hs 1st sushi xperience and it ws prfect! :D l love being hs 1st in evrythng pn, lm selfish like tht. gnger stdy menu tgk ap ngredient sume thn br order. nerd :p dia sgt ske dish baby octopus. sdp tp geli geli tgk kaki dgn pale bulat licin. the waitr sala kira, mstake plate beige dgn pink so dpt mura :p

special thnks to azwa sbb ajr sy mkn sushi :) l wnt more more MORE! :D

wtched whn in rome also. x besh, jgn tgk. tht guy is to tall fr hr.

note to self: no wories about those frm the past, there (is a/are) reason(s) why they didnt make it to our fture.

4 in the mrning

2010-04-16T03:59:00.004+08:00

l cn sleep anytme, anywhre, in any positn.

l cn evn sleep standng up in a moving vehicle.

bt nt tnite.

nt whn my heart is all crushd and my brain is tellng me to let go.

no amount of caffein hs evr managed to do ths.

l still dnt knw wht l wnt.

bt l nw knw wht l hv to do.

hes nt gonna like it.

sometmes you jst hv to b selfsh.

is nw on Skype! :D

2010-04-11T19:04:00.005+08:00

the thng lm most lookng frwrd to in life is marryng you

hw do you feel bila tmn lelaki anda (or any othr guy pn fr tht mtters la) said ths to you? musti sgt hepi rsa nk trjun bgnan kn? bcos why? bcos its nt evryday you will meet a guy yg nk make you hs wife, awek (l hate hate ths wrd! somehow l find it downgradng to wmen) yes mmg rmai bt wife? tettt! the same goes to me bt at the same tme l feel so so bad also :( sbb hnestly if he were to askd me the exact same questn my answr will b along ths line;

nk keja besh, nk gaji bnyak, nk kaya, nk soping hr2, nk mini coopr, nk cntik yada yada yada

see? see?! give me 1 gud reason why l shudnt feel guilty :( some of the othr thngs he said include;

the only tme l cried ws whn abah mninggal

actually kn, l thought dia mmg crybaby tau. sbb whn l said smthng wrong je (ok la ok la, l admit it ws more like really really mean, instead of wrong) like bunci you (we were arguing and l ws havng my menses, sowie) or l wastd 7 mnths of my life on you (again, l ws havng my menses. hahaha ampun cuk!) musti dia nangis. bnyk kali da kut, smpai mmber dia sound :p anyways, my point is, dia salu sgt nangis bcos of me, so l thought dia mmg ske nangis lah tp rpanya, isk sy sgt jhat! :(

lm evrywhre! :D tht's me on gnger's desktop :p

tnite tito nk on webbie! :D yay! :D sbb UTP block YM and Gtalk so we hv fnally dscoverd Skype :p lmbt kn? hahaha tp tape! gnger kta, biar lmbt asalkn bahagia :p lgpn salu my rumet ad, nih dia da pg ndstrial training so l nw hv the room all to myself woohoo! :D

so syiok whn l ws havng bad dreams, woke up in the mddle of the nite, dia trus tnya syg ok? he ws wtchng ovr me the whole time :) gnger sila bl webbie cpt! l wnt to see you sleep also :(

cnt wait to graduate! :D l hv so many plans! :D bt 1st, thesis mau kasi siap dl lah!

/bye

FREE MONEY

2010-04-08T08:46:00.003+08:00

nt sure hw ths thng wrks tp it says there FREE MONEY, so yea it jst trns out plak tht FREE is my fav nmber :p

http://mylook.com/join.php?x=56669

do join in the fun :)

home, is where the heart is

2010-04-03T18:10:00.004+08:00

nmpk x? x nmpk? nah :)

tiru petisuara & hentakbelipat

2010-04-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

dnt hate us fr being cute *bajet*

/wahaha

kimia d antara kta

2010-04-02T19:36:00.007+08:00

msg 1

ya allah b tlajak tito :( huu syg sori :( da la smlm b ter(tito) awl pastu b bgn lmbt :( x smpat wish syg test :( bodo la b :( l'm sori dear :( l'm vry sori :( syg all the best dear :( l'm sori syg :(

msg 2

da la smlm syg skt puyut :( huu l'm so bad :( syg ok x? :( knapa skt puyut dear? :( l'm so sori dear :( haa! bncinya myself! :( l'm so stupid bodo tolol kejam :( syg l'm vry sori dear :( b jhatnya :(

msg 3

syg l'm so sori dear :( cian syg :( whts gotten into me la :( bodonya :( huu l'm so bad dear :(

msg 4

syg da hbs exm dear?

bkn sbb gduh tau. tp nih suma gnger send sbb dia trtito awl smlm, x wish me gud lck fr mdsem rbotic & automatn td hahaha. aftr exm l tgk je hp brderet msg dia msk. so sweet~ and smiley muke sedey tuh bkn l add on sndiri.

ak mula jth hati kpdmu, stlh kau kta cnta pd ku. kau kucup pp ku, kau bisikkn cntamu. kau kta baby l love you. so ak pn nk kta jgak, drlng l love you too :)

l need you like wtr, like breath, like rain

2010-03-31T04:27:00.005+08:00

l'm sowie if ths is a tad too pornographc, bt the anime cmpilatn is mch mre ntrtaining thn hr official vid. sounds btter jgak.

hey you, yea you, ths is fr you :)

no mre little miss goody goody

2010-03-30T18:50:00.007+08:00

frm nw onwrds, l will learn to say NO *smbil buat muke tade perasaan*

l'm done wth people takng advntage on me.

l dnt care anymore.

sy pn ad thesis nk kna sbmit by the end of the mnth.

mayb l shud prnt ths out and put it up on my wall.

1 mre mnth. jst 1. mre. mnth.

2010-03-30T03:16:00.007+08:00

if l dnt die by nxt mnth, l cn live thru anythng. huh. da tatahan sgt sgt. da ta saba nk grad. pnat! :(

to pacik thesis, macik prjct, nenek asaimn and suma suma la sedara mara sepupu sepapat; thnk you fr makng me mserable. l hate you too *hugs* :) my workload is rdiculous lah!

its one less thng to wori about though whn you knw tht the othr prson loves you too. call me pthetic, call me anythng, tp btul kalu bkn sbb gnger l thnk da lma msk ward org gila. sgt xcited bila tgk dia on9. rsa nk lmpat lmpat. the only thng lm lookng frwrd to evryday nw is nk gtalk dgn dia, pthetic kn :( nk webbie tp utp block. isk siyes kalu larrr utp tuh dkt...huwaa why larrr why tronoh jauh sgt! evn typng ths rsa nk nangis :( *ok da nangis pn**sob*

l need to toughn up. l cn do ths *shaky deep breath*

awk. thnks sbb salu tmn kta stayup. thnks sbb salu call kta bila serabut. thnks sbb salu without fail lyn kerenah kta. kta tau kta ngade sgt, ske crk gduh. sbb kta busan sbnanya :p thnks sbb salu bg moral sapot, fr believng tht kta bole mnage suma nih, fr nt giving up on me.

thnk you drlng. l love you to bits tau tau :)

quick update. sbb pnat buat assgnmnt.

2010-03-28T20:12:00.007+08:00

girl: b. lapa x?

boy: x pn.
girl: why eyh?
boy: sbb smlm b mkn DUA kebab! :D *muke bngga* syg pnya dgn b pnya skali :D :D *muke bngga by the pwer of 2*
girl: *hnya mmpu dlm hati aje* ceit! sdar pn! da la ambik kbab org kn! x offr plak dia pnya kbab kn! hoh!

aaa tgk tgk dia lg tnak ngaku.

slps dtrjah pn msh nk main koto *yela yela l da prntscreen. puas hati?* :p

/wahaha

genting trip

2010-03-28T12:15:00.026+08:00

lst 2 weeks gnger cuti mdsem. we went to gnting hghlands wee~ :D *sy mau main cwn pusing2! tettt! lame*

the plan ws nk naik the earliest bus frm trminal gmbak sbb near to hs house. so l askd hm, tape ke x bookng tix nih, nnti hbs plak...awk pnya cuti mdsem tuh da la skali dgn cuti bdk skola *tettt! double lame* dgn knfiden dia kta, tape! musti ad pnya tix. skali ha hambik! suma sold out, ad tix at 10 am je.

tp kami kntal, nk jgak2 naik bus at 8 am so gnger srh l dtg awl. at 6.30 am l da grk frm ukm, snggah kjap isi mnyk thn call dia kejut bgn tito around 7 am so plenty of tme fr hm to gt ready, park btul2 in frnt of hs house at 7.45 am. bajet dia da siap la kn, nk rush kjr bus skali tgk mmber pkai twel (pink) lg, pggil l msk rmh. ceit. gewam x? pulun srh org dtg awl la kn...l speedng the whole way tau! rupanya kaki dia luka, x jmpa plster. l cn imagine hm trhegeh2 crk plster, biasa la guys kn crk brg pkai idung so wht do you xpect? :p x jd mara, l helpd hm put on the plster. ngades.

we fnally naik bus at 9 am :) ok la tuh awl ckit dr 10 am kn? and the bus ws full wth rmpits. adoidoidoi.

aftr (mre thn) 800 pix and (only about) 6 rides lter (includng cwn pusing2. tettt tettt tettt!), mari pulang ke kandang moo~ :p our rturn bus at 7.15 pm so by 6 pm da q dkt skyway tp sgt rmai org (or rmpits), we missd the bus. luckily dpt naik the 8.30 pm bus. l ws so tired, nk tito tp ad mkhluk kcau. nsb baik dia cute.

aftrwards lpak kjap dkt nz wth hs frens mkn roti boom dgn sate. nma sy ad dkt cver album lah! :D *pic will b uploaded soon* mre gnting pics dkt fb. x larat nk upload suma :p *all pix crdit to gnger* :)

ths pic nmpk very fstive. l love the wind effct :p

skali skali bg akak nmpk cute, so awk jd bckground suda.

lmpu bus tuh sgt pns. hw do l knw? l da test wth my bhind.

lmpat si ktk lmpt~ lmpt la tnggi tnggi~ kalu jth bgn sndiri~

thnks to me, gnger da hnsem :p

ap beza muke kude nih dgn pic above. answr: sejibik! :p

hoo yeah~ sai gdik! *kids, dnt try ths at home. bole mmbawa kpd skt pnggang yg mlmpau*

bajet model :p

nxt entry: broga trip. tngguuu~ :p

suatu masa

2010-03-28T12:01:00.002+08:00

da lmanya x update blog :( life is so vry hctic la lately, bunci! lm waitng fr gnger to bgn tito, nk mntk dia tlg edit gantt chrt, x reti nk buat dot dot tuh :p

lst nite l went to ib again wth mama. tgk cncert amy search. lm nt hs bg fan tp besh sgt! :D kcau ckit je brader dpn tuh pale dia besa, kalu x da trbaek my seat. dkt cnter, low tier plak and bcos of tht many tmes muke ngade sy msk camera so whn they shw it on air, sila crk prmpn gdik rmbut oren pkai white long dress wth red and prple flwer abstrct, tht wud b me :p

nah cuk! :D baling bup kna pale gnger pdn muke wek!

2010-03-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

blog(s) l like

2010-03-10T23:20:00.009+08:00

too sweet la~ l nw knw, bila rsa emosi nk tawik wambut sila tgk hgh skool musical. wrks evry tme :p l wnt mre hgh skool musical!

lately l knw mre news frm readng blogs drpd berita jam 8 :p dasat kn influence bloggng nih. da bnyk blog l folo and 1 thng plg l like about bloggng is, lain org lain approach dia. some people blog sbb:

1. nk cllect point nuffnang. jeng jeng jeng...sape sape? hahaha. siap joint vnture tau. whch is actually a vry gud thng to do sbb cpt je update and bnyk topic diaorg cover so readers x borink. kudos to yana and stakok :) *tanak share blog dgn gnger, dia mls update and ske tiru my ntry*

2. speak (write) out hr mind. anda blm buat muet? anda nk tgk smple essay band 6? go to azwa's blog.

3. nk cter, tp x bape nk ikhlas. hahaha. kalu nk tau the whole story, kna bca diary dewa dewi shaz yg ad sayap2 tuh kut? :p

4. nk lps gewam dkt hr bf. hehehe. sbb whn l'm upset ovr smthng dia buat (most of the tme, ovr smthng tht he didnt do sbnanya) l will logout gtalk, swtch off my phone biar smpai dia tbley cntact me lnsung and thn strt bloggng. vry therapeutic, effct dia ad ckit mcm rtail therapy :p *sori cuk* btter than gduh jerit2 kn? buat skt ank tekak je.

and fnally,

5. obses wth hs gf. hahaha. tbley blah ye, nih blog plg ksian skali suma tag pn psl gf dia je. thnks gnger :)

eyh mmg so many la! nk cter suma nnti x siap plk my assgnmnt :p to all the blggers out there, keep on bloggng ya :)

there's smthng vry wrng wth my head

2010-03-09T14:42:00.005+08:00

l told gnger tht lately l rsa kta da x mcm dl :( being the best bf tht he is, yg rjin melayan prmpn gila tgh hrmon, he calld and sang me ths, on the phone.

nt the whole song la, jst a prt of it. ths prt (l thnk) nt vry sure though sbb l ws too bz cryng. stpid kn? wht is wrng wth me la?! :(

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu
sedang aku mahu kau tahu
dengar kata ku
aku cinta pada mu

so sweet~ *sob*

eyh, ke yg nih? aaa tatau! stpid sai! knapa x pay attn! :(

ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
kaku aku melihat mu
lidah kelu sedangkan aku
mahu kau tahu
aku cinta pada mu

1 more. btul nih last ntry fr tnite, x tipu.

2010-03-09T00:06:00.003+08:00

hepi 10 mnths annvrsary gnger :)

mama kta the 1st year (of marriage. bt l dnt care, l still wnt to apply it hre hehehe) is the trial priod. so gnger drlng...you hv 2 mre mnths je lg to learn hw to answr me properly. aftr tht, you silap je ckit, ptg mrkah! tau! grr.

l love you la!

/omg

ths will b my lst ntry fr tnite. l prmise.

2010-03-08T23:23:00.012+08:00

brain: da...asal lak ko nih...

heart: kita ta ske dia pnya answr jst nw :( *sulk*

brain: nape ek? dia jwp sala ke?

heart: tp tp tuh bkn answr yg kita nk :( *sulk some mre*

brain: mksud sama kn? keco lebey la lu mnah.

heart: tp tp kita ta puas...kita nk dia kata mcm yg kita nk. woo woo~ :(

brain: ko mmg serabut. bln pnuh jek ko buat hal. tp bln x bape nk pnuh pn, ko buat hal gak.

heart: eyh helo, kita girl taw! kita mmg cani larrr! wek!

brain: ko sala.

heart: mna de! dia sala! huu...

brain: ko sala.

heart: ta larrr! dia sala! huu...

brain: yela yela aku la sala...*ko*

heart: hahaha kita bole baca jgak larrr awk type tuh...ta kira! dia sala dia sala dia sala! >.<

brain: ko deghel. asyik nk mng. aku serender la, aku bole nasihat je, sbb ko nih...pale batu! (eyh, tp tuh mcm sbb aku jek? kwang3)

heart: hahaha nih larrr org kata jaykay...jiwa kcau :p kita pn mcm da bole accpt thngs kut...guys are all stpid nway...wht do you xpect...kn kn kn. wee wee~ frday dia nk blk kl, ta saba! :D

brain: gdik tol!!! aku la nih kna pk ayt nk pjuk mamat tuh! aaa tnsion! >.< bj td buruk gler dol. kn aku da kta jgn bl.

heart: nfsu kita ad 9 larrr awk...sowie larrr :p lalala~

brain: tade mdal lain. pnat jek aku stdy. sbb ko salu sgt emosi. suma org ingt aku bodo.

sai: setel da? so bila l bole strt buat asaimn?

heart & brain: yes bosh! skang bosh! *cuak*

/bye

I'm a fool out of love cos l jst cnt get enuf

2010-03-08T22:27:00.007+08:00

whn will l fnally learn nt to ask questns yg l already knw the answr wont b smthng tht l wanna hear?

answr: never.

rsa mcm nk cncel nxt week :(

l wnt ths.

so cute! >.<

hrmonal

2010-03-06T23:08:00.001+08:00

l will hndle these mood swings like a pro. woohoo go me! :D

note to self

2010-03-06T00:29:00.004+08:00

dear you, you're awesome. frget hm, frget thm. l, love you.

my all tme fav grl

2010-03-05T22:53:00.005+08:00

in my previous ntry, lve mntiond sweet valley and sddnly rsa mcm nstalgic *tears* hehe so hre l wud like to share my othr obsession, my all tme fav grl, nncy drew :) l love hr so mch smpai l da bca suma bku dia kut. x smpai sprh siap da bole prdct endng. l evn read the mlay vrsion, nma siri salma sbb nk cmpare storyline :p

ad muvi :)
ad jgak the hrdy boys, x ske sgt sbb boys kn so l mcm tbley relate :p mlayu dia ap ntah nma.

ad 1 mre, psl sleuths jgak. dia ad 5 org bdk dgn a pet dog if l'm nt mstaken bt l cnt rcall the ttle. pn x ske sgt. nncy drew jgak yg plg amt trbaek! SHO! :D

bnyk lg la act. ad jgak 1 lg, the grl mcm ddk dkt hstel ad twer2 thn hr fren swmmer skola, pg swim dkt rstrctd area tlggar batu and she broke hr leg. or smthng.

laces laces evrywhre

2010-03-05T21:53:00.003+08:00

l ws out wth juju dgn alia smlm. pg kl cntral setelkn nu clcom alia, thn snggah mid tgk vday. ok la cter dia, at least l x tito inside the muvi mcm wolfman dgn percy jckson and the lghtning thief ke ap ntah ttle dia tuh. bt, l still dnt like taylor swift :p

anyway, while dkt mid, l saw laces evrywhre. to me la lace nih mcm, bila tgk lma2, belek2 trace wth your fnger along the ptterns tuh, br you will go like, eyh mcm nice plak? :p tp so far l bnyk jmpa in blck and white (or cream) je, othr colors susa ckit kut?

ths is me in lace. mama bl :) bfore ths mmg x ambik port lnsung pn, nt my tste sbb serabut. l prfer smthng smpler tp da org bg kn, x pkai nnti kecit hati plak so l put it on br mcm, ske! :D l didnt accessorize sgt to avoid frm nmpk like too mch going on bcos rmbut da curl. oren plak. haish.

p/s: azwa, you look great :)

frm stakok

2010-03-05T00:45:00.005+08:00

1. Adakah anda rasa HOT?
== sgt! ikut rnking plg bnyk dosa (1) bngi (2) ptrajaya. tgk aje gmba fotosut kami suma mta sepet tbley bkak.

2. Upload wallpaper pc/laptop yang anda guna sekarang!
== rfer to prvious prvious prvious post :p

3. Cerita pasal gambar.
== ans as above :p

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
== nxt week. tggu gnger blk nk pow! :D

5. Lagu terakhir anda dengar?
== we gotta fght fght fght fght fght fr ths love~ l love hr red lndon guard suit :)

6. Apa anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
== mrefresh my super selo ntrnet cnnctn :(

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda di panggil nama apa?
== sai. and bbrapa lg nma 18sx yg lain.

8. Tag lagi 8 orang
== (1) gnger (2) azwa (3) shz (4) nza (5) yna (6) tmin (7) ayen (8) meen

9. Siapakah orang no.1 kepada anda?
== my hubby in training :p

10. Katakan sesuatu kepada orang no.5
== 1 mre tme awk kta awk gumuk, sy yg akn trasa k. hahaha. sbb she is so nt fat la!

11. No.3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?
== dgn mamat kaki kecit :p

12.Bagaimana pula dengan no.4
== uih. hahaha. l will knw whn she knws :p syg awk :)

13. pesanan kepada orang no.6
== jaga ehem2 *btuk* baik2 naaa :p

14. kata2 cinta untuk orang no.2
== hehe srh asrul sudaaa :p alice! :D ke da tanak pg dgn ktaorg? :p

15. Adakah no7. dan no.8 ada persamaan?
== stylo milo o ice tbur sdp! :D

16. Berikan 5 yang anda tau tentang orang yang mengetag anda *though br 1st tme jmpa, l cn gve you 10!*
== (1) bf yna (2) ex yna jgak (3) mta hazel, yna kta (4) x pkai celak, yna kta (5) rmbut ckit, yna kta (6) most of the tme, l dnt ndrstnd ap dia blog :p ayt rmaja sgt! (7) mke nmpk grg, tp he is act vry sweet, sgt prtctive psl yna (8) ske posng (9) sng mke plans wth, ajk pg gnting on aje and fnally, (10) JOHO

mthrs DO knw best

2010-03-04T23:48:00.006+08:00

l cn tolerate many thngs, bt nvr cn l stnd whiny people. x ske org merengek, rsa rmas :(

no mtter hw bad the situatn is, l will put on my most kacak face pg clss mcm tade kjadian. tuff cookie la knun, whn act l'm jst 1 vry stbbrn *sshole.

and tht is why whn l fnally call my mthr, tapayah kta ap pn, l jst cry and she will cme see me dkt ukm. she knws me tht well.

she knws tht she will b the lst prsn l turn to whn hvng prblms. keta tbley strt, l bkak hud baiki. lappy rsak, l rdah pkai jgak sbb nk kmpul duit bl br. l wnted to buy tht dgital pet thng bck in prmary school, da ad chcken tp gdik nk dinasour so l jual my sweet valley novel collctn.

l bought evry book myself, l ws (still am) obssesd :p *bngga* cnnot dcide, l like both elizabth and jessica! :D

she told me once tht dr kecit she cn see hw indpndnt l am, sgt deghel tp dlm diam, vry cnsistent smpai l cn do the sme thng ovr and ovr again evry sngle day wthout jemu and sgt cmpetitive though l'll nvr shw it to people.

l miss my mthr :( and thnk you ma (fr the jlo bhnd) ;)

too sweet

2010-03-03T03:23:00.003+08:00

gnger's wallpaper. ad 2 bnda trsmbnyi, crk la kalu terer. nnti bg cinggam.

gmba sy
gmba mama sy

/wahaha

fr tamin :)

2010-03-02T07:09:00.004+08:00

Soalan ke satu

Print screen the wallpaper that you are using right now.

Soalan ke dua

Tell us why you like the wallpaper.

hehe ntah sbb ad mcm calmng effct kut. and sbb x jmpa lg wallpaper yg btul2 ske.

Soalan ke last

Tag 10 people.

mr kmal
miss azwa
miss yana
miss shz
miss nza
miss ezzura
miss meen
miss syima
miss aimi
miss eqah

is mnuming hr free lpton blck kiss milk tea.

2010-02-28T17:06:00.006+08:00

my nw fmale btta splnden mati :( ths tme tatau the cause of death. l took xtra precautns, siap jga while matng tkut the male beat hr up, bt thn l left it at ukm fr the weeknd and tday tgk dia da mati.

sy pkai tdung, pg surau, dgr crmh (fr 3 hours) and smyg brjemaah smpena smbtn maulidur rsul. bgus sai :) l find the crmh vry fscinatng sbb it ws about kewafatn nb muhammad saw, instead of kelahirn bginda. l nvr knew he ws poisoned to death, and yes rasulullah ws gven the choice bt he chose to die as a hman. tp Allah sygkn nb, He let the poison msk ckit je into hs body, jst enuf to kill hm while the rest tlh dsekat olh malaikat jibrail. knapa rcun? sbb kalu mati frm rcun, the jasad will b in gud cndition, x mcm mati frm war. and the ustaz did mntion smthng about dkira sbg mati syahid, bt l cnt really recall...hbat kn? :)

mama order nsk lmk frm a caterer bnyk2, bwk pg surau as sdekah. matok sdekah karipap. sy sdekah snyumn :) sdp! :D sbb bnda free kn, free is my fav nmbr :p

tba2 rsa nk smbng bca quran. da lma tnggal. l khatam quran whn l ws 8. twice! :D da lma x sdkh yasin dkt arwah patok *sigh*

the nxt day we went to pd. l jd babystter jga my cousins mndi pool, mndi laut. dkt htel kta stay tuh ad ikn naga so BIG.

cme out cme out whrevr you are~

dkt tsco ampg ad prmtn, bl 1 pcket of lpton instant 3 in 1 milk tea bole main lcky drw. you cn eithr win an umbrella, a mug or 2 schets of lpton blck kiss milk tea. mama nk try so l pay fr the milk tea, cbut the lcky drw and the salesboy went : owh! dpt free smple lpton blck kiss milk tea! :D *muka truja* hahaha hw stpid do you thnk l am, boy? bole x nk kta mmg diaorg tade prvide othr gifts pn sbnanya, suma nih trick je nk prmote the othr drnk.

cnt wait fr gnger blk cti mdsem :) nk hanimun! :D

l need to spnd mre tme wth my grlfrens

2010-02-18T17:52:00.011+08:00

the only thng l like about the nw fb layout is the rmove frm frens fcntion at the bttom of the page. nw l cn easily scroll dwn the pages of rndom people yg add thn ngada2 nk im adk mnis blaja lg ke blaja mna blaja course ap (annoyng kut?) so l clck sna to rmove cnnctn stret away if l dnt like wht l see. nma nk pelik2 plak. nih bkn myspace hrp mklum.

/dignose

l'm so glad l went out wth azwa lst nite. seronot bila tade brader mcho (err?) dkt sblh. kta hot kn? snshine jom ;) abg (ke pacik?) polis nk mara pn x jd, dia tgk kta cenyum2 eyh mcm innocnt je bdk2 nih.

/wahaha

feels gud dpt talk about thngs wth anthr grl. thnks azwa :) prblm is, evrythng yg azwa btau tuh, l knw already. l knw we cnt trn bck tme and wht he did is already in the pst yada yada yada bt still l need smbody else (othr thn hm) to cnfrm it to me. l've been living in my own prfct lttle bubble fr as long as l cn rmmber, it cn b quite lonely in there smtimes so and l wnt hm to b my prfct lttle toy whom l cn play wth. unfair? l'm so spoilt :( mayb l shud stop wtchng hgh skool musical.

anyways, pnat je gduh. dia dpt rntai, tp awk dpt kamal yg blh pgg tgn and laugh along wth. bkn tuh je azwa, sy mcm lg (sgt) cntik jgak kut? hahaha. b*chy kn tp mcm sori la l bkn x ske dia tau bt its jst nrmal kut fr me to nt like hr. sheesh l thnk too mch. lalala l wnt to go sit in my bubble nw, cme gnger :)

/bye

yup, l dfinitely need to stop wtchng hgh skool musical

l'm bloatd frm eatng too many ornges

2010-02-18T13:46:00.010+08:00

lst strday l went to ib to wtch cncert satu suara ct nrhaliza, faizal tahir and aizat wth mama. faizal tahir trbaek! take off those smdgy blck eyeliner and spiky sprman belt, you will get yourself tada~ a vry dcent nice guy. besh la dia. vry fnny also :)

the vry nxt day we wnt to raub, phg fr a (so called) family reunion. l ws in team lmbu (moo~). pagi2 jln kaki msk orchard tgk pkok durian. kta mkn frsh food je sna. the chckns were nt injcted wth antibiotics and the vegetables all tnm sndiri. mkn ats daun psg plak mmg heaven bt nt tht it mtters pn sbb l didnt eat mch, suma gnger pnya psl! l pose 2 hr fr nthng! ceit. shud hv known tade mknanya gduh dgn dia, kmal je kut? and l didnt drink anythng while stayng there sbb they didnt srve cold plain wter :(

ths is the wterfall. bnyk sgt ikn! ad 1 mre wterfall, a nicer 1, tp dkt ats bkit so kna pnjt ckit. ad rainbow all around it. sgt cntik :)

ths is the (kunun2) tree house where l took my aftrnoon nap in :p kecit je, bole fit in about 3 people tp ad fan dgn lmpu.

ths is my sweetheart. l calld hr yomiko sbb she rminds me of ptg kucing yomiko clssic by russ tuh. so cute pale dia besa bdn kecit :) ddk dlm htn wth no intrnet and phone access busan tade pape l crk yomiko. dia da mnja, pndai fotosut :) sumpah kalu ad my own place l da adopt dia bwk blk. syg yomiko.

meet my nw fmale btta splnden :) she's blue ad mrh2 ckit and she's grgous! :D l x bg dia cmpur lg dgn smmer sbb tkut gduh. l need to fnd hr a nicer bowl. wlcome almnda! :D (nma ikn credit too gnger)

ths is my kakak ;) and evrytme while gttng ready fr a nite out, l lstn to ths :)

cerita ttg masa lalu, cerita ttg kau dn aku

2010-02-17T16:54:00.005+08:00

nk blog tp tbley sbb mcm tgh sgt mara so nnti akn pnuh wth crsng wrds je, nt gud fr the reputatn.

moral of the story : do not fall in love. x baik utk kesihatan.

kpd pihak brkenaan, thnk you.

fotosut

2010-02-10T20:27:00.007+08:00

lst weeknd :)

exhibit 1 : the castsofJOHO

exhibit 2 : the hotstuff(s) :p

exhibit 3 : the superstar(s) :p

exhibit 4 : the GEDIKICKERS

the mrning after :)

exhibit 5 : the modelwannabe

exhibit 6 : the amateurphotographer

well done all. time to hit the books :)

9 mnths, and countng.

2010-02-09T00:07:00.001+08:00

l vole oyu :)

mayb l shud spnd less tme on fb

2010-02-05T03:06:00.002+08:00

gnger buat tmetble fr me thn upload dkt fb. nk kta l asyik main fb la tuh :p smpai tmetble pn ltak sna kn bg sng check :p

vmpire buatn msia

2010-02-04T00:45:00.009+08:00

l've hrdly wtched tv snce going bck to ukm, especially prgrmmes yg nt in my astro sbscrptn :p so while waitng fr my bnjo cheese dkt cafe, l sw iklan drama brsiri tv3 yg br. at 1st l mcm pelik, why is the guy biting the girl's neck? fnas x cnsored ke? are those fangs? fnally keluar title of the show : SIONG.

malaysia blh! kut?
/wahaha

hey soul sister

2010-02-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

love ths :) l dnt thnk dia ad offical vc though.

nk cpcakes

2010-02-03T15:41:00.002+08:00

so cute :) whch act rmnds me l'll b alone ths vday (again) :( gnger x blk kl :(

x saba nk hangout dkt wm ths weeknd! :D

help us find daanya hana

2010-02-02T01:14:00.005+08:00

l feel bad nt being able to help :( ths is my skoolmate, ieda pnya niece. l hope she will rturn home safely. and soon. cute kid.

white kncil owner, beware.

2010-02-01T20:35:00.011+08:00

l went to the shop nearby to gt myself a pcket of super ring! (sape x pnah mkn nih mmg loser) :p

and thn l sw a vry familiar white kncil. ths prticular white kncil mcm mntak kna pncit tayar.

pd hr kjdian *jeng jeng jeng* sy tlh plg ke ukm agk lmbt krn br blk brcnta :p jam mnunjukkn tpat pkul 12 mlm dn sy tlh dthn olh pak gad (pak gad in bm is wht? jaga?) di kedua2 pntu msk ukm dn klej pndeta zaba krn tdk mmpunyai pelekat knderaan. (in my dfense) sy tlh beberapa kali prgi ke wsma amn utk tujuan mndptkn (mmbeli sbnanya. mna de bnda yg free. msk toilet pn kna baya kut skrg) pelekat knderaan trsebut tetapi tdk dilayan dgn sewajarnya krn tiada geran kereta dn srt pnjamin. sy sgt mrh tetapi bg mngelakkn dr dsaman, sy trpksa snyum aje :D

sprti biasa, tmpt ltak knderaan di klej kdiaman sy tlh pn pnuh. kelihatn tmpt ltak knderaan felo msh ad 4 yg kekosongn. memndangkn hr sdh larut mlm dn berapa rmai sgt la felo yg ad kn...sy mmbuat kputusan utk brpoligami.

keesokn awl paginya, sy tlh trn ke bwh blok untk mngalihkn kereta drpd tmpt ltak knderaan felo trsebut. gusar juga jika kunci (clamp). tba2 *jeng jeng jeng* hrm btul! ad sebuah kereta kncil brwrna ptih sdg nyenyak mnghalang blkg kereta sy. dukacita dmklumkn, sy tdk dpt mngalihkn kereta. lbh mngharukn, sy juga trpksa meredah semak smun brjln kaki bersama mnyit2 ke kelas pd hr trsebut.

selepas kelas tmt, sy segera plg utk mengalihkn kereta tetapi kereta kncil ptih trsebut msh tdak brgnjak dr kedudukn asalnya. agk2 ckit, da msk zohor kut. da prkng blkg keta org, cuba la buat bjak bgn pg, alih keta. btul x rkn2? beliau bkn felo pn, beliau hnya seorg stdent (sbb ad bear2 pink dkt seat)

kpd pmilik kereta kncil ptih trsebut, b afraid. b vry afraid. jika anda nmpk sy berada brhmpirn, sila lari pd arh brtntangan. sekian :)

teruja

2010-01-31T23:11:00.002+08:00

l found ths dkt wbsite ukm. l hv so much anger buildng up in me, mayb l shud cnsider taekwndo :p

l wnt my own reality tv show

2010-01-31T18:47:00.005+08:00

crrent fav (reality) tv show : keepng up wth the krdashians. drama *oh, ltak tgn dkt dahi* l like ;)
l dyed my hair and the kaler jst trned out wrng :( mcm orange myvi se ltd edtn.

mama went to vietnm. shoppng kain x hengat. so nxt week my blog and fb akn pnuh wth ad jual kain :p sila bl :)

while my prnts were away, my sister saw hm coming into the rum l ws sleepng in. there ws also ths 1 time l ws sleepng on the couch at the living rum, and l felt a hnd touchng my bhind. l trjaga and sw hm rnning away. l thought l ws dreamng the whole thng bt nw l dnt thnk so :( mayb he enjoys wtchng me sleepng :( creepy :(

l ws lucid dreamng (check out the link) again ystrday. the best part about lucid dreamng is l'm aware wthout being awake, so l cn mnipulate the whole dream. lst nite l ws a policewman chasng a robber on the rooftop. l ws flying~ :D bt the out of body xperience aftrwards sgt skt :( l cudnt wake up :( thts why l hate sleepng alone :( l. cannot. wake. up. :(

l will make it rite nxt time

2010-01-27T22:38:00.011+08:00

my fmale betta splndens hs jst died :( tba2 tnite the male jd so agressive, gigit2 the fmale so l pndah dia into a mug. and thn she died :(

breeding process : do nt dstract thm wth food durng the breedng prcess. aftr he coaxes hr undr hs nest of bubbles (oftn by biting the heck out of hr), he wraps around hr and appears to “squeeze” the eggs frm hr. she drifts off semi-conscious as he gathers the eggs and hides thm in his bubble nest. the eggs (unlike most fish eggs) are white. rmove the fmale once he strts chasng hr or you will lose hr (and possibly the eggs).

ok nw da tau :) nk tggu gnger blk nk bl ikn br :p

touchng your face, invadng your space.

2010-01-27T11:09:00.005+08:00

ths is wht hppen bila you blk utp lma sgt. sowie my drwng sux :(

nmber 6

2010-01-26T12:02:00.004+08:00

sw ths on twtter :) l went to 2 hi skools. sab is at nmbr 6, bt sbs didnt make the list. owh well thr will alwys b nxt year :)

gnger's pics unzippd (file) vrsion

2010-01-26T00:17:00.004+08:00

gnger sent me pics of hs rum at utp :) smday l kna pg sna. musti! :D

tht's hs bed.

and there's but2, on top of hs pillow :)

mission : gt hm a bgger bear2! :D

l'm already on twtter :p sila folo sy :)

betta splendens

2010-01-25T16:24:00.002+08:00

my fshes are nt eatng :( l da bg fsh pallet, roti, kueh bahulu...suma dia tanak. so l hd gnger google it up and these are hs fndings.

http://www.thepetadvantage.com/assets/files/caresheets/BettaSplendeni.pdf

http://www.fishlore.com/Profiles-Betta.htm

it happens to b tht they dont eat mch. and strctly no type of people food is allwd. oops :p

status : xpectng :)

2010-01-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

l thnk smmer (the male) is flrtng wth wnter (the fmale). l've helpd swtch off the lghts, in case they wnt privacy :p

l've alwys thought tht gnger is prettier thn me. he hs vry sft hnds, thick eyelashes, clear skin and lean long legs. l'm jealous :( smmer is xtremely colourful in cmparisn to wnter, who's jst vry dull and pale.

in the animal kngdm, the males are mre physically attrctive bcos they are the ones who attract mates. fr humans though, we hv a mre cmplex way of lookng at mating. our minds are mre developd and both sexes wnt to attrct each othr. hman fmales need to dsplay prttiness to show tht they are healthy enuf to prduce and raise healthy babies.

fr the 1st time in life, l wsh l'm a fish :(

'wlaupn tdk ckup 5 org' :p

2010-01-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

l sims ouy

2010-01-24T16:57:00.005+08:00

we hd the most intnse mther daughtr talk while joggng ths mrning. she's sendng me off to god knws whre to frther my studies aftr graduatng. she keeps mntioning nnti along pg australia mama bole la salu dtg tgk. apakah? :(

we went fshing aftrwards.

l bought these : wnter and smmer :D tggl elok2, amo gduh2, cpt dpt baby tau nnti mama bl kamu tree house yg mcm comel tuh. syg sgt! so cute! :D

vanilla da besa! :D l need to find hr a nw pot. will b feedng hr mre milk so tht she wll grw white flwrs :p l fed hr kerang frm dnner smlm. ths is my desk at ukm :)

gnger da blk utp :( smntara b tade nih, b nk syg pkai b pnya (tht thng on my wrist. l nvr sw hm took it off bfore) *sob*

l gave him but2. l evn sprayed some of my cherry blssom prfume on the bear ('s butt, to b precise :p)

i.n.s.p.i.r.e.d! :) l love ths artcle in the star weeknder so mch tht l'm thinkng of postng it up on the wall.

muvi marathon

2010-01-21T21:46:00.010+08:00

nw, we are soulmates. frever *sob* :( l wnt my own flying peacock lzard :(

l dnt wtch horror muvies :( and gnger made fun of me sbb asyk ttp muka :( so l dnt like ths :(

ad ths 1 scene, the leadng actress ws havng a drink wth hr (boy)friend at the bar, gnger kta it looks like smthng out of guinness ad. or is it heineken? main ptik je you nih :p

we also wtchd paranormal activity. l thnk the guy is sweet and he shudnt hv died :( no clip fr ths muvi sbb l x berani nk google youtube fr it, horror gler :( da la my rumet tade so l hv to sleep alone tnite. help :(

ol stuff

2010-01-21T19:52:00.007+08:00

abh got me ths fr the nw smster. a diary wth a clndar and a notebook wth gllitters and btterflies and evrthng. too cute :p

me and gnger went to wngsa walk ystrday and hd muffins wth vanilla shake. he kept pressng me to tell ap bnda yg 7 inches dkt status fb tuh? ;) lepaking dkt mph, bca mgzine free :p ad buku himpunan nama2. saidatul is nt in the list tp mama kta it means prmpn. syzwani is keharumanku. so saidatul syazwani means prmpn yg mwangi :p kamal is sempurna and ruzaini is nisbah. no wnder la he's vry gud at maths.

teka mna dia pnya? :p

l found an ostrich egg dkt ktchn. so big. and it stinks. ad xpiry date.

l ran on the treadmill fr an hour and l jst hd to hv cpcake chic aftrwards :p

ths is my paperweight. a souvnr frm rdang. hs name is toby. the trtle salu tmn l stdy. pale dia bole goyang2 :p thnks gnger :)

my medicatn fr skin reaction. the antibiotics rsa mcm longkang :(

a lil bit of vanity nvr kills nobody

2010-01-21T16:50:00.009+08:00

there ws ths 1 scene in papadom where the fther told hs daughtr tht he wish he cud trn bck time and do thngs dffrntly; he missd an awrd gving ceremny at skool bcos of wrk, the wife got angry, calld hm while drvng, met wth an accdnt and died. mungkin kalu papa ad, suma nih takan trjadi. the daughtr thn said, org yg mnggunakan prktaan mungkin adlh org yg tdk mnghrgai ap yg ad di dpn mtanya.

whch got me thinkng :

l'm smart (jst bcos l dnt talk mch, doesnt make me stupid)
l'm pleasnt lookng. nt a sore to the eyes. no, scratch tht. l'm cute. l'm beautiful. l'm GORGEOUS! sukati arr! x ske jgn bca hahaha :))
l'm nice. notorious, bt nice ;)
l'm fun (whn l'm nt hrmonal :p)
l'm nt broke (bt l cn always do wth more to spend. who doesnt? :p)
l'm nt xpctng my bf to b my entire existnce

looks pretty gud to boot :) l shud learn to appreciate and love myself mre. go me! =D>

me and gnger, we dnt fght. we do argue ovr thngs, bt thts jst healthy. whnvr l feel like screamng my lungs out, l'll bite my tongue, go to sleep, call hm bck whn l fnally woke up, tell hm nicely l dnt like you doing ths l dnt wnt you doing tht, and evrythng wll be bck on trck. l like tht :) mst of the time, l dnt evn knw why am l so angry. until l found ths :

a wman shud nvr make the 1st move. ths issue hs been debatd to death, and thr is no true cnsensus. bt Daily says tht she strngly believes wmen shud nvr, evr prsue a man. instead, she sggests waitng fr the man to initiate and plan dates. hr reasoning: if the wman is always the 1 callng, she will nvr knw if he is really intrstd in hr or if it's just cnvenient fr him. she may find hrself questioning the rltionship evry step of the way. men simply arent programmd to think like tht and therefore are btter suitd to the chase, Daily says.

sad. bt true. tht ws where l went wrng : l made the 1st move :( l'm nt cmplaining, l'm grateful. he's the greatest. bt l jst thought l shudve waitd bcos l am tht cmplictd and insecure. hey, l'm a wman rmember?

my kmbring & hs lmbru

2010-01-19T23:40:00.008+08:00

gnger ad 3 acc fb, bt he still log into mine to play games. so if you see me post app dkt wall or smthng, tht's nt me. tht's him :)

ad org kmplen dia curik weed in ban badi and the lst time l chcked, nma my cafe in cafe wrld is saiyang cafe. kut? hahaha.

he also made me a vrtual pet. hr name is kmbring :) so cute! :D

and ths is gnger's. hs name is lmbru :)

ths is kmbring's rum :) suma pink. ad pster bed. ad frsh flwrs. ad unicorn! :D

and ths is lmbru's :) you shud see hs jamming studio. l wnt 1 of those too :(

ths is us. k.i.s.s.i.n.g hahaha :))

all pix thnks too gnger. rjin dia ps :p

l cnt dcide on whts intelligent & whts nt

2010-01-19T08:53:00.005+08:00

l'm supposd to b in the AI class rite nw tp dkt blk tgh bloggng sbb da cncel. it trns out tht l'm the only, one, sngular, sole, solitary, unitary, sngle entity yg nk ambik tht sbjct :(

the lcturer, who is also my sv fr thesis ckp kalu tade stdnt mayb they will nt offer the course ths smster.

artificial intellignce in mnfcturng systm. l knw the nma mcm ad berapi ckit, thn tgk plak syllabus dia neural ntwrk *dush* knwldge bsed learning *pom* fuzzy lgic *pow* genetic algorthm *bum bum pow* mcm tkut je kn. bt thts none of my cncern though. sbb l am more troubled by the thoughts of : why am l still nt scared? :(

l hv to develop a system calld jatropha eye pkai sftware matlab to idntify ripe fruits called jatropha crcus (or buah jarak) fr harvestng fr my thesis so l mcm da biasa tgk ths technology. l may nt knw mch, bt l knw enuf tht it's no easy stuff. and l also knw tht l cn b very stbborn. why am l doing engnrng? bcos l loath maths. see, l'm vry ridiculous in tht way :p

l'm nt gud at prgrmmng. more like l sux at it kut. nor am l any btter at doing smulatn and such. bt my thesis is my baby pet prject. so wtv grades l'll get, l'm still a very proud parent :)

/bye

evry sngle day yes l'm really missng missng you

2010-01-18T19:37:00.007+08:00

td dring class mama call. koko dgn kopa (wtv hs name is. koka kut? tp kopa nih mapley gnger salu lpak) da mati sbb bowl dia koto sgt, l da blk ukm so tade org cuci. call jst sbb nk btau ikn da mati? so unlike my mther.

koko and wht's hs name on a clean bowl day. so hepi~ swim swim~ :p l've been gven strict orders to not ovr feed thm. danial kta bole bg 2 bj je each. danial kta 1 hr 4 bj je bg mkn. danial kta kakak da bg mkn ikn blm? danial kta kakak knapa x bg mkn ikn? danial kta kakak knapa x cuci tmpt ikn? ewah~ tp salu l tbur je mknan dia bnyk2 mcm tade keja la plak nk kira satu2 :p

danial : kakak jgn bg mkn lg tau. danial da bg 6 bj, sbb hr nih bday prty dia.

/wahaha

no wnder la the fish died. ksian...

l sw ths bnner dkt skola danial. hahaha.

mama gnger got me ths. japanese cherry blssom! ske! :D thnks aunty! :D sy jnji x buli ank aunty lg da :p

aaa note nih bkn mama gnger bg.

/blush

spot him buyng me crly fries :p

fnal smster :)

2010-01-18T18:56:00.007+08:00

tday :

1. dftr sbjects. am taking :

pengautomatan & robotik
projek industri
pengurusan strategi pembuatan
projek ilmiah II
proses pemesinan /pengiraan unsur tidak terhingga (or smthng like tht. in english nma dia finite element) /cerdik buatan dalam pembuatan (artificial intelligence in mnfctrng. nma tabley blah)

tatau nk pilih mna. most probably ambik artificial intelligence kut...tp musti bnyk pkai sftware kna buat coding fr prgrammng :(

2. baya fees. bt nt all sbb bnyk sgt nnti l tade duit nk brjoli katakan so nxt mnth mntak abh bank in lg :p

3. check in hstel. x ske blk nih, kecit je tp baya mhl :(

thngs to do esk :

1. dftar keta. btw gnger da tuka nma dia, bkn smntha lg. tp smnthakoyaki sbb mcm superpower :p

2. bl stcker keta. sch a wste of mney, bkn ad prkng pn. l curik prking felo. nsb la sape srh diaorg ske pow stdnt kn kn.

3. meet gnger :) alarrr awk knapa kna blk utp :(

last smster

2010-01-18T18:31:00.006+08:00

fnal exm :

pengurusan kejuruteraan (A)
rekabentuk produk (A)
perancangan kawalan & pengeluaran (not A)
ergonomi pembuatan (A)
projek ilmiah I (A)

cgpa : not 4.00

ckit je lg! pdn muka! main bnyk!
/no

mama is proud as punch. gnger blnja dnner dkt almnda. but am still nt hepi. l thnk l cud hv done btter.
/omg

my car hates me :(

2010-01-11T21:12:00.005+08:00

the plan was to go to tsco ampunk mam tomyam thai dgn gnger. tp lmbt sgt stall tuh bkak, ad lksa je so nxt time la dtg blk, mkn dkt kluang statn instead. besh sgt lpak borak2, rmniscing the gud ol times, how we met each othr bck aftr 3 years dkt youth09 :) l cud still rmember the day very well, clothes we wore...thngs we talkd about...wht we hd fr dnner...prbably sbb the mind chooses nt to frget :) thnks azwa, fr ditchng us :p

gnger's pikap line : puyut sai boroi mcm sofa.
/floor

shz was on duty tht day, dia jual nu clcom. being the gud frens tht we are, ambik 1 clcom sim crd each. foc sbb xpax prmotion, tp kna bg ic. l chose mine, thn l tnjuk dkt dia. ok x nu nih? he took 1 look, thn tatau wht hppen bt a few days aftrwrds he told me nu clcom kta sma. dia ambik nu kapel.

tht ws a year ago :) my bestest fren :)

gnger tmn pg skola danial ambik time tble, he lost his. tday je 3 kali pg skola. thn pg bngkel, keta buat hal. tday je da 3 kali pg bngkel jgak. sheesh pnat kut!:( engine salu tabley strt bt thn dpn mchanic tuh dia bhave je buat muke tomei. siyes ngade. gdik!

aftr sndng gnger home, l mara2 ugut nk pkul the car. trus engine brasap. ovrheatng. siyesly, tht car is evil. keta da msk bngkel. fnally. tuh pn aftr l btau the mechanic tmperature shoot up smpai ovr limit evnthough engine br running 3 mnit, mcm biasa dpn mchanic tuh suma ok je tade prblm pn. stpid car. the ovrheatng bkn sbb x isi air, tp sbb fan rsak.

l studied engineerng fr 4 years tp x reti pn tgk engine keta sndiri. way to go sai, wuhuu :(

paquita & carmen

2010-01-10T23:32:00.008+08:00

just got bck frm istana budaya. tgk ballet :p guys in leotards may jst nt be my cup of cha so halfway thru the prfrmance blk rmh.

webbie dgn gnger lg besh :p

crrent fav tv show : wipeout :p evry wdnsday 9 pm axn. tgk la :)

went to drop off danial dkt rmh abh. he invitd me in, salu l jst passed by, jmpa dkt luar so fr the 1st time l got to meet my nw half brothr. half as in sma abh lain mama. he's about 1 mnth old l think, very chubby rsa nk piat! he kept laughng and smiling hehe so cute :) tp tabley beat l la l dl kecit2 plg cute kut! :p

l told gnger mama srh smbng mster. dia ske kalu l frther studies. bia b keja dl kmpul duit hntaran suma, syg study. isk. tharu :(

baby vanilla says : hello wrld :D

2010-01-09T14:11:00.003+08:00

tday ikut mama pg plant nrsery. l saw baby orchids. bnyk sgt. tp tade bnga lg. jst a few leaves and the root dlm plstic cup kecit2. so cute :)

l asked the ownr, dia pn tatau whch baby orchd will grw into wht kaler. so l bought 1. l calld hr baby vanilla. sbb l wnt hr to hv white flwrs, like vanilla, gnger's fav :)

baby vanilla, mommy wnts you to grw pretty mcm nih :)

nnti l upload pic dia :)

Devilicious

Jalan Jalan Cari Makan: Bangi Golf Restaurant

Mine

Jalan Jalan Cari Pasal: Lemon Garden Cafe, Shang-Ri La Hotel

Jalan Jalan Cari Pasal: Hotel Istana

Jalan Jalan Cari Pasal: Q Thai Village, Ampang

Graduation Day

Graduation Day

That's when I, I look at you

Spring-cleaning

Cuci The Musical 2

Pizza Hut

Current Status: Pending Request

Kereta Kecil Warna Merah

The First Few Days of Working

Kamal Ruzaini, you have been punk'd!

Shooting stars

If I could, then I would

Titanic 2 - The Sequel

Happy Father's Day!

I'm 23 & I've finally developed eczema

Yes, I do cook, Please & thank you

Grey pencil skirt & crisp white oxford shirt

I Salute Self Love

Mohamad Nangke

Giuliana & Bill

Know Your Personality

Meet the Berrykins

ths is fr you :)

my fnal, fnal exm. woohoo!

who wud you call wth your lst goodbyes

ths will b my lst ntry until VIVA. l hope.

l wnt to skip nxt week so bad :(

l wnt one!

ap beza pic in ths entry dgn pic in the previous entry?

if l cnt sleep, at least l get to see hm sleep

l'm a girl. therefore, l wnt rmntic love.

It's lust if:

It's love if:

non value added activities

l cnt wait to graduate! :D

chuuka idako

his feveret seatng positn

hr pnuh emosi

4 in the mrning

is nw on Skype! :D

FREE MONEY

home, is where the heart is

tiru petisuara & hentakbelipat

kimia d antara kta

l need you like wtr, like breath, like rain

no mre little miss goody goody

1 mre mnth. jst 1. mre. mnth.

quick update. sbb pnat buat assgnmnt.

genting trip

suatu masa

nah cuk! :D *baling* *bup kna pale gnger* *pdn muke* *wek!*

blog(s) l like

there's smthng vry wrng wth my head

1 more. btul nih last ntry fr tnite, x tipu.

ths will b my lst ntry fr tnite. l prmise.

I'm a fool out of love cos l jst cnt get enuf

hrmonal

note to self

my all tme fav grl

laces laces evrywhre

frm stakok

mthrs DO knw best

too sweet

fr tamin :)

is mnuming hr free lpton blck kiss milk tea.

l need to spnd mre tme wth my grlfrens

l'm bloatd frm eatng too many ornges

cerita ttg masa lalu, cerita ttg kau dn aku

fotosut

9 mnths, and countng.

mayb l shud spnd less tme on fb

vmpire buatn msia

hey soul sister

nk cpcakes

nah cuk! :D baling bup kna pale gnger pdn muke wek!